Be U 2 The Fullest

Welcome to my blog. I'm Beauty Queen, also known as Zakkiyya. My Blog is about self enrichment self Empowerment self care and self love. Years ago in College following my release from prison 2008 the 2nd time. I was trying to find myself. What I like how to to love me and I needed an email because that was how people communicate that and a cell phone. Absolutely necessary. A voice, Icall it my inner self said to me,"be you to the fullest Zakkiyya".  Be fun be smart be loyal loving strong resilient smart sophisticated and  willing be you to the fullest. So I set out on a journey to be just that. I came up with a entendre of what that meant but something that was also unique.  Hence the name Beu2tfull. I suppose you may wonder why I gave my self the name Beauty Queen. Well in 2020 I also began to celebrate who and what I am l, Beautiful and a Queen. I COME WITH INSTRUCTIONS FOR MYSELF... Be U to the fullest. It is some important to be a measure of everything you love. Truth, love patience kind empowering. In some in my conflicting moment I say to my self I am the truth. Which is an interpretation of my ability to trust God. I will make this clear I am a believer in Christ Jesus. I have a personal relationship with the God of Abraham and I Know who I am in Christ. I'm not about the religious war that humanity has waged. I'm not with that. My heart where God dwells tells me we are all correct. That we simply missunderstand each other and are lost. Continue to seek him out. Or her or it. No matter the pronouns find your self and live. Be you to the fullest. 

When you read my blog you can expect to hear my thought on self care and what brought to where I am personally. I'm not coming from a place of I did that been there. I'm coming from a place of healing and I going to a place of healing. I am come from a place of self hate denial and inadequacy as a mother daughter sister and human bein. My challenges and my life. This is just me and what has and has not worked. I do not wish to be a expert with a lot of letters and credentials. May there are those of you who need that well.. you will not find that here. It is not relevant because a credential is just that credit...has no value and is a liability. No room for anything other than. This is not that... So once again Welcome to my blog and may I introduce myself I am Beauty Queen!